Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Internal Corruption

Another near post in 4 days. See this Hari Raya Holiday actually cannot consider a true holiday for me as it takes up a week and causing the time allocated for some of my coursework shorten.

This is one of the assignment I had showed in my past post. But this is done whereas the previous one is just half way doing it.

I didn't really satisfy with this result anyway, I would prefer it to be exactly shiny without any scratches on it, but I had stopped working on it now and plan to send it in when the time comes. Of course, if I have extra time, I will make it better.

Sometimes, I realised that perfectionism is a good attitude to make great products, but it isn't the good way to treat oneself. I'm tired of doing every tiny little thing to be perfect. How can everything in perfect state? Yes, things and human isn't perfect, but I just hardly convinced myself to stop when I starts doing things. Is this good? worth to do everything in perfect?......

I guess this is just one of the reason that causing processes of my life gone so slow..
That's y I always feeling I'm very busy.

When I drop by some of my friends' blog, I got to know they experience some kind of different life that they had in high schools. When I take a look on myself, I just feel everything is just so normal, nothing really caught deep in my mind. Is my college too dull or I am the one who always looks everything as so normal even things that happened around me recently?....

Perhaps I'm just avoiding or I'm tired.

Does this consider the mid-life-crisis PSG used to mention so often? Hope it isn't. haha

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