A lesson Learn

Buying Stuff!!!

people might:

1. paid more for a thing that it more than a market price, that OKAY and ACCEPTABLE as we cant survey all shops before we are buying it
   
   
2. bought a thing that is tilted away from initial ideas of the model/design that we need. --STILL ACCEPTABLE (convincing)
   
   
3. bought a thing that is higher than the expected budget. -- this is HOW COME?

Then, here's my part.

• I can't stop myself from scolding - Stupid / Dumb / Gullible
• I can't stop myself from asking - Are u crazy?
• I can't stop myself from thinking - The incident.

Because I am doing it ALL IN ONE deal... #*&&%##^*!@*&^%....thats RIDICULOUS and all "What the ...ToooT...." words are flying around me.

Although it is neither something very serious nor any survival related issue, but this really a big & unforgettable lesson to me. [3 mistakes made simultaneously]

Now, I truly understand that how important of listing out the things we need and the approx. price before we go for shopping.

HaizZ---Speechless!

Phone calls

Opportunities are like phone calls,

they doesn't tell us when they will ring,

they start ringing when we expect them least,

they doesn't tell us how long they will be ringing,

we will only know its too late when we had missed one.

Driving

What do we normally do while driving?

• thinking of the destination?
• thinking how to make the car perform what we want?

Sometimes, i do complaining about the car i am driving could not perform well. I always have the thought that the car is underpower. I am driving my parents' car, a Wira 1.5 M with 15 inches rims. I have no idea of how's the power is when it is equipped with the stock 13/14 inches rims. Because i kept thinking the problem is with the car, i lose my enjoyment in exploring it deeper. Later on, i realised that the problem isn't with the car, is me.

It was Friday night, I was supposed to go Lcct with my dad to fetch my brother. My brother called, and infromed that his plane was delayed from 11.30pm arrival to 2.30am. He told me to go by myself, let my dad sleep as the next day he is going to drive a long journey. Then, i was start thinking what will be the conditions during the journey, i was expecting to yawn during the journey. Suprisingly, i wasn't yawn at all on the way there. Maybe its a corner has triggered me to stay aware and explore deeper into the car i drive.

That corner is located at MRR2 joining the straight road(KESAS) to bukit jalil. its more likely to be a 90 degree corner. At that moment, I was driving with an aim of just reaching the destination, but not enjoying the process of driving as i was bored of my own perception to the car. Therefore, i entered the corner without much thinking of the speed and the gear i'm using. Without engaging a lower gear and turned at the speed of 100km/h, the car was was tilted, throwing me to the left and the force feedback from the steering is much stronger than normal. Of course, the tyres is not producing screeching sound yet, meaning it is still in not reaches the limits of the tyres, and im still in the safe range, but it was my limit as i have not try entering a corner close to 90 degree at that speed.

To me, it was frightening to enter that corner at that speed with a stock car and engaging 5th gear. However, this gave me a message that there are much more to understand in driving regardless the performance of the car. Just say the car i drive is underpower, but i couldn't even handle it well, then is pointless to say having greater power vehicle or complaining about it anymore. For the rest of the journey, I was driving with a totally different mood and mindset because i found there are much more thing to improve on but not complain on.

Revived

Oh my blog, which has been left alone for someday. It just over for my busy semester, (dunno is the sem really make me busy or i did it to myself?). Hoping that i will not forget to blog later on.

I was wondering am i asking for too much from myself....it has been asked severals times but it still left unanswered. And this holiday, I will be enjoying as much as i could....felt i've been stranded for long time or maybe its just too tired.

Shoo!...shoo! emo, leave me alone.

***emo - ended ***

Time passed, fast, without notice, I've been driving for 2 years (3 more days)... Happy that i finally can get rid of the large annoying red sticker from the windscreen, but i still hope it was vice-versa (don't feel so old). LOL!

I could not think of much things to write at this moment.
This post will be a revival statement to my blog, and the others is upcoming..

Enough?

What is meant by Enough?

Sometimes Im really confused with this word...how much is enough and how is not?

Lets say about study,
studying syllabus is enough? of course we will get a NO for this question.
But then how much is enough? when will it be TRUE? Is this possible?

Says about earnings,
same question with different subject here. Enough to survive is enough? or else how much?


ps Eric: I saw yur msg in the box but i dont have time to complete that tag recently.

Chinese New Year 2009

I think this been a long while I didn't make any post. Its not that i didn have anything can be written but just not in the mood to. Okay back to CNY.

CNY arrived just like a blink of eye after i started my 3rd semester, this year seems to be quite dull. Maybe its just mainly because i stayed in hostel and got myself isolated with television & radio. Until the Friday i went home and knowing that the coming mon and tue is holiday, then i started to clean my bed room and study room, it was lots of work as i had requested to leave my rooms alone coz i always found things missing when my mum cleaned for me.

Like a day before the 1st day of CNY, it was usual to me that my parents and grand parents will go Genting and normally back at the afternoon of the first day. Basicaly is to bring my grand parents out as a vacation since they normally dont.

This is my 全家福 with my Grandparents

To me and my brother, going there isn't anything unusual to us so we just stayed in the room and streaming movies with his laptop. The next day morning and my grandpa said he felt hard to breath then we have send him back earlier in noon instead of after noon.

This CNY is not celebrated very happy as my grandpa admitted to hosp the night itself. then grandma revealed that he is saying weird things and made her afraid, but he's good now. Besides that I had to rushed back to Nilai coz my class starts at wed.. no choice..

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Now, this is dated back to 31st of Jan 2009.

I have been invited to chiu mun's house. In there, me, kit, jun, marcus and soon chiat are only psg gang. We playgames and some of them gamble but we didn take part ... and then turned into Brian's house. LOOK!

..Monopoly...

I am the most depressed player in this game. By the time i got to buy 3 pieces of land, other land were all unavailable due to i hits the decicion few times. This situation i known it as waited to death, because i have nothing to trade but others get to build houses (The feeder).
Not to left out, S.chiat is playing left 4 dead in Brian's hse.


The next stand

I got call from KW, inviting me to watch movie with xy, hh they all around 9+ and go to yan's house before that. I went to xy house but not joining for movie coz going to Queenie house later on.
Reached xy there around 8 and expecting they leave at 9, who knows they say the movie showing is 9.30 and they will be leaving at 8.30. So i was just stay there for just a while and reunite with them again at brian hse for dinner.

The 4th Stop
Again, happy belated birthday to Queenie in case she didn heard mine that day.
Yuencheng (Queenie) house. We were invited to drink there today. Some people were already there by the time we reached playing cards and waiting for us to start some game. which taken from the super trio show (is it the right name for the show? i dun really remember).

Game:
all player one host.
given a range of number and the host will set his/her number.
the range shrinks down when player called a number..
person who called the exact number of the host will punish for eating a sushi.

Blackjack in the beginning

The sushi eating game..

neoh was the first to eat

My expression after chewing the chilli

The feelings was like throat being burned, and cause me cannot take deep breath coz feel like vomitting when air runs in.

kitmunfai

jun

This is a very rare views where many of us seems like just had a cry.. tears flowing out, red faces..all credited to the small little chilli.

chai jian

she volunteered to try even she didn have to, same goes to marcus, munfai, and jiyang.

Brian, challenged uncle to eat chilli with him

Uncle just like him so much, he drinks with brian countless can of beers ad.

A Great Starting of 2009

My holidays end like most of the students out there, coming week after 1st of January, on the 5th of January, Monday. I was supposed to get back to college on 5th morning to collect result and start my first day of 3rd semester on 6th, but things never goes according to plan.

Sunday, 4th of January, I woke up unexpectedly early (to my dad) because i don’t normally wake at this time during my holidays, 11am. I only woke after 12… I know its not a good habit but I still haven’t manage to get rid of it. Back to story, then he brought whole family out to eat. And my Great Starting of a year begun here. I felt cold when i got up, thought its normal for ppl just woke up from Air-cond room. I’m felt cold even sitting in coffeeshop, dare not to order any cold drinks, and i knew its something wrong, something i wouldn’t want it to happen at the beginning of a year, my semester.---SICK !!

>>>>Fastforwarded>>>>>

Obviously, I can’t follow my plan to college on the 5th after I got sick. The sickness receded in the afternoon and i think I’m going to be OK. its comes back with headache…… causing me to struggle 1 more day at home………

Its not a very big deal, but I felt this is a very weird starting of a year, and this is a first time I start a year like this.