Moved out...

After one and half year staying in hostel room, I'm now move out to a house near my college with a few friends, i guess i dont have to introduce them here. Although it will not be as convenient as staying in the college in terms of the time taken to get myself into classroom. In some other way i found it better as i do not need to share toilet with a countless numbers of people, especially some of them really wont take care at all (i dont want to elaborate further, u know what i mean). A 15 minutes walk is a good exchange for that to me. Anyway, i just take it as a chance to adapt myself in different environment and learn how to manage my time better. Frankly speaking, im not satisfied with my own time management because for the past few semesters, i spend most of time taking unnecessary nap during gap between classes.

Today is the first day i stay in the house officially, since it is the first day, cleaning up and unpacking are necessary steps before anyone can really stay in the house. Or else i will be suffocated by dust. Furthermore, today is also the first day of classes start, since i have to clean the house by today and considering that a normal class will not start in their first day, we have granted ourselves a leave. When we are sweating mopping, a msg came informing a lecturer is having a replacement at 5 pm today, and he is going to TEACH.... the time is already 4.40pm. Then, i have no choice but attend with smelly body..........

Life is everchanging

Sometimes

things we wished to do, but we can't do it anymore.

things we enjoyed, not what we enjoy now.

things we did, we will not do it again.

Enjoys every moment of our life

Lets compare!

Lets us compare a little between the wreckage from the accident.....

This kancil is in front of me and being hit by my right corner of the car.

this is my front corner that hits the kancil, it seems i got more damage than the kancil have

My rear end that hit by Gen 2 and reversed towards the divider after the spin.

this is the mother of all causes. but its cost me more damage than it got (UNFAIR).

Wire is so easy to get crumpled than other car do. I caught in a spin, so my damage should be lesser due to momentum of the car loses while it was spinning, but it ended up with the most damaged car in the crash. I guess everyone know what the cause of the damage even I didn't explained.

Things Gone Out of Control

Today, it should be a very simple day for me. After doing days of revision and the final has come, the day should be driving to college for few hours then come back after answering 5 questions which is required to answer.

Since my hostel room is still available for me, so I started my driving at 7.15a.m and its only takes 40 minutes to reach Nilai. Expecting that I will have another hour to settle down before the exam start at 9.00a.m.

Sometimes, things aren't going the way we expected, and thing that is unexpected happened. On my way to Nilai, I was driving at the fast lane with a not very fast speed (personal opinion), around the speed limit-110km/h because im not in hurry to reach college. But with that speed, Iwas consider fast relatively to other cars from other lanes so I remain at the fast lane since there are no sign of vehicle from the rear view mirror. I have a usual practice of looking at the rear view mirror from time to time. In a sudden, i saw a Gen-2 appearing at my back from the left, and within a blink of eyes, I heard tyre screeching sound and ..... !!!! Braaaang !!!! Then, my car accelerates by the impact and atart spinning. At the meantime, my car hit another vehicle infront of me and the car keep spinning until I landed at the side wall on the left of the highway with the direction of the car reversed.

I believed that the Gen-2 is coming out from inner lane as I could not see any coming vehicle on my lane through my rear view mirror. Besides, if it is coming straight from the back, my car shouldn't be spining right after the impact. And thank god for hitting the car in front, or else my car will ended up in the drain instead stopping at the wall and I will be in hospital by now.

below are some photos after the crash, I couldn't find any word to describe that damages.

Anyway, I should be thankful I walked out of the car without a scratch.

Story of the Day

Sometimes i found quite difficult to express myself and have been doing random decisions recently.

My thought: "I have not meeting up some of my highschool friends for quite a long period"

Yesterday, I had asked a old friend to have breakfast this morning coz she has been disappeared from my sight from a very long time and quite hard to find free time when we both agreed, and morning of Saturday is the only time i didn really plan myself to do anything besides sleeping. She has told me about my highschool, are having a Chinese Society Camp on today and invite me to go and have a look. I said will decide the next day because i have planned to finish my assignments during the afternoon. Later in the night, i chat with another old friend and invited her to go for breakfast also. At the same time chatting with a friend of a group i always yumcha with, and got to know they are going to the chinese society camp held in Saturday. I used to enjoy photograhping with them during highschool and have not been doing that after we left our highschool. Then, i started to change my mind to go for the camp by ignoring my assignments. i think that it would be hard to find any better chance to visit my highschool and take photographs together with ex-schoolmates and may have a chance to see some other unexpected friends visiting the school because of the event.

Today, I went breakfast with the two old friends as how it was planned in the morning. The added plan to go photographing the school event after the breakfast was a quick decision made after the breakfast's plan is done by considering i should not give up chances like that. I went to school after the breakfast, the event has already started and i just joined the group to take photos. It was so happy because there's been so rare to have time to take photographs with free-mind after i started my college where my personal trouble starts to pile up. I did freed my mind today, i enjoyed even though knowing that i will have to burn midnight oil again for my assignment, but its all worth it.

This story will continue with photos............

Why?

Once again, my blog have been left out of my maintenance list. Dont need to explain, because the reasons are rather similar.

But why I seems like never free?

Studying in college is all about assignments, tests, and quizzes? even though most of my subject seems to be happen in this way, but it shouldn't have taken up all my time. Busy? maybe I have been take up most of my time sleeping in the afternoon. Slept so much, yet more tired.

I remembered sometime in past, I had promise myself to make a change this semester (TO FINISH WORK ON TIME), but i had failed Again. I had already finish half way of my diploma, but i haven succeed to make a single change. What is the different if we doesn't fail in exams but failed in life? To me, its FAIL.

I still remember there ia an e-mail sent to me, there are some meaningful phrase where i think its true and that describing me well in my current situations.

It says " when you keep saying you are busy, you will never free" and "When you keep saying you will do it tomorrow, the tomorrow will never come."

That all, hope i will get back here soon with something positive in my next post.

A lesson Learn

Buying Stuff!!!

people might:

1. paid more for a thing that it more than a market price, that OKAY and ACCEPTABLE as we cant survey all shops before we are buying it
   
   
2. bought a thing that is tilted away from initial ideas of the model/design that we need. --STILL ACCEPTABLE (convincing)
   
   
3. bought a thing that is higher than the expected budget. -- this is HOW COME?

Then, here's my part.

• I can't stop myself from scolding - Stupid / Dumb / Gullible
• I can't stop myself from asking - Are u crazy?
• I can't stop myself from thinking - The incident.

Because I am doing it ALL IN ONE deal... #*&&%##^*!@*&^%....thats RIDICULOUS and all "What the ...ToooT...." words are flying around me.

Although it is neither something very serious nor any survival related issue, but this really a big & unforgettable lesson to me. [3 mistakes made simultaneously]

Now, I truly understand that how important of listing out the things we need and the approx. price before we go for shopping.

HaizZ---Speechless!